I had an epiphany in the middle of the night last week.
It was not a religious epiphany or something that can save the world. I awoke from a dream with a feeling of peace and a moment of clarity.
I finally understood what has been holding me down from truly pursuing my dream to reinvent myself and create my ideal career. After several days of deepening depression and frustration, I broke through to an understanding of what is wrong and how to begin fixing it.
It shouldn’t surprise anybody when I say that the thing holding me back the most is
To put it more simply, while I keep saying I want to create my own career that doesn’t fit the mold, I still am using traditional methods to find work, praying each day that I will discover a job description that matches my dream job. I am still looking for a position that someone else creates and I fill.
But, in my moment of epiphany, a phrase sang out loudly in my head:
Don’t Wait . . . Create! I think this will be my motto for my new company, a company of one that I am giving birth to as I type each word. I know what I have to do now, and I am beginning to plan. I am still scared, because I am wandering into a completely unknown world, where I have a lot to learn. I don’t really know how to start my own business. But, if there is one thing I do know, I always learn what I need to know to achieve what needs to be done. So I cannot let my fear stop me.
What are the next steps? I’m slowly trying to figure that out, and I even wrote a Hub about it (not a brilliant Hub, but at least I wrote something).
I know that one of the first steps I need to take is to really clarify what services I want to offer. I plan to market myself as a Teaching Artist, Theater Artist, Creative Thinker and Writing Consultant who offers individualized programming to meet the needs of my clients. I’m going to provide examples of things that I can do, such as:
- Work with students of all ages to create a performance on specific themes
- Use drama techniques in non-theater classrooms to enhance learning of specific subjects.
- Work with adults with special needs to encourage creativity and enhance interpersonal relations, as well as build confidence.
- Work with individual groups to find new ways of approaching problems such as bullying or effective ways of communicating.
- Use creative techniques to enhance writing and encourage students of different skill levels to find their individual voices.
Whew! Those are off the top of my head. Do they work? Do they sound good? Would you hire me?
Here’s where you, my blogging friends come in. I need help! In so many different ways. I think I’m losing my mind.
Don’t worry, I’m not asking for money, I just want advice and input. So, if you have any suggestions about how to achieve this momentous goal, please speak up, or even e-mail me.
I also have a fun challenge. I want to make myself an LLC but I don’t want it to be Lisa Kramer, LLC. I want a name for this company, and a logo. Right now the name I am playing with is “Eclectic Approaches” but I am open to any suggestions from this fabulous blogging community that has such a way with words.
Epiphanies come when you least expect them. Last week I was struggling through the dark wood, unable to see past my depression and my fears.That evening, I had hit rock bottom, hiding from my family in my bedroom and curling up in a defeated ball of emotions, followed later by a complete outburst of tears, anger, frustration, loneliness and fear. But the explosion opened the way for messages I needed to hear. I cannot describe the dream or the image that spoke with such clarity. I couldn’t even remember it when it happened. All I now is that right now I feel like I am on a good path.
I wonder where the path leads?